I still can't find that journal from 1997 where I wrote my review on Titanic. I also can't find a health journal I kept in 1998. With these few exceptions, I was able to find the journals and notebooks I've kept throughout most of my life. I'm not sure why I stopped writing between 1989 and 1992 because life has always felt less than normal without documenting something that's happened through the years. Although I wish I were more articulate, I'm glad I took the time to write about whatever was on my mind. Keeping a journal helped me through so much, from being left behind in a foreign country in the sixth grade to being afraid I wouldn't be around to see the last episode of Seinfeld. A few notes through the years.
November 1, 1981
Today my journal is about my experience being left behind. It started when we went to the airport and my father found out that he had misplaced my passport. Everybody was nervous and worried. They just couldn't find out where it went so we still had time to go to the U.S. Embassy. We asked them if we could just go and sign papers in Honolulu. But they said no. That's when I started to cry. They said it was up to the airline. So I still had a chance but by the time I got back my parents boarded the plane. We asked the airline but they said no and that's when I cried again. I saw the plane take off and I knew I had go to back by myself.
(In October 1981, my family and I visited the Philippines for a month after my maternal grandfather suffered a heart attack. One of the assignments that my sixth grade teacher, Mrs. Yoza, assigned was to keep a journal that I had to hand in when I returned to school. As for this entry, my dad misplaced my passport when we were returning from Manila to Honolulu. I may have been left behind but it was one of the best experiences to have stayed behind an extra week. I got to experience the mother land and spend time with my grandfather. He was so glad I got left behind. He told me so as he held my hand in his home. He died the following year. My cousins and I got to know each other even more. We remain close today and still talk about that visit. My dad found my passport as soon as they landed in Hawaii. Thanks to Mrs. Yoza for giving me this journal assignment.)
June 5, 1987
It's 6:45 pm. It's getting warmer now. Only one and a half weeks left of school. Swimming in PE is getting on my nerves. In History I had the highest score on a chapter quiz on Watergate. There's a quiz on East of Eden on Monday. I have a feeling my grades are gonna go up in History and English. I have S.A.T. testing tomorrow. I have to study.
July 27, 1987
Nothing much happened today. 6:15 am - Woke up and listened to Lost in Emotion by Lisa Lisa a couple of times. 6:50 am Changed/Breakfast 7:30 am Went to Ria's house for a ride to school 7:50 am Talked to Alison 8 am Geometry class (booring!) Test 10:05 am Talked to Sherri and Eugene 10:15 am Civics class. Took test, etc. 2-3:30 pm Homework and wrote letter to Marion 6 pm Talked on phone, dinner 8 pm Watched TV 9 pm Mom permed my hair 10:30 pm Writing in journal with rollers still in hair. 10 more minutes and no more rollers. Yay!
December 12, 1994
One final down, three to go. I got to school at 7:30 am and ate breakfast at Carl's Jr. Studied at the University Center, the very cold and air-conditioned U.C. Went to the music listening room to take a much needed break. Bought the LA Times newspaper. They're giving away Miss Saigon tickets so I filled out an entry form. Walked around the cafeteria to look for Jackie and Amy. Went back to my studying and instead was found by them. We ate lunch to-go at Rama Thai and sneaked it into an empty classroom and crammed for our finals. Yesterday we had a room at the University Center. Eugene, Darlene, Troy, Tracy, Jackie, Amy, Steve, Mary Jane and I ate and crammed. We goofed off but got serious eventually.
December 18, 1994
I'm sitting under trees that are losing their leaves. It's beautiful this time of year. The sun is warming my back. I can smell the incense one of the vendors is selling outside of the campus bookstore. The cappuccino stand has a band playing sweet folk songs with acoustic guitar in the background. The students stop to see what each vendor has to offer. The first booth has a big $5 sign referring to its booth of framed pictures. But when you look closely, it's only the small desk size prints that are $5. Van Gogh's prints go for $25 and up. The incense woman is wearing a festive Santa hat. She's standing next to her chair looking at all the students passing by and is greeting them one by one as they pick up the different sticks scented with vanilla bean, blueberry and one called ecstasy. They're gathered now around the cappuccino stand to watch the new singer. This time it's a young woman singing Bonnie Raitt, "Turn down the lights..." The guy after her is good, "Even though we ain't got money. I'm still in love with you honey."
Cal and Neeta stopped by to ask me what I was working on in my notebook, "Oh this? I'm writing to a dear friend." We wished each other good luck on final exams.
More applause and more customers at the coffee stand. What a great gimmick. Put a band in front of the coffee stand and the students drink it up. Well I'll see you! I'm going to stand in line for a cappuccino. Cheers!
June 14, 1993
My interview went well last Friday. I got along great with the interviewer, Amy. She lives in ___ too so we had something in common. I felt we hit it off. She laid all these rules for me:
Only lipstick and no other makeup can be worn. No more than two necklaces, no hoop or dangling earrings, no bracelets or anklets. No colored nail polish. No tattoos. In other words, I'm joining the monastery.
Amy concluded that I should probably hear from them in 1 to 1 1/2 weeks for a second interview. Also Amy gave me a pointer. She knows Karen will ask, "What is your weakness?" She said that most people that don't have any weaknesses don't get hired so she left me with that to think about. Well at about noon that same Friday, I got a call from Amy. I'm going on a second interview on Thursday at 10:30 am! It's still 50/50.
Fall 1994
Yesterday was my first day back to work since the summer season. It felt kinda weird since I haven't been back in while. I worked the Fantasyland (dungeon) shift 5 pm to 12:30 am. Marion was there. Bruce and Tina were closing supervisors. They’re pretty cool. Tonight I’m in Adventureland closing 4 pm to 12:30 am. I was tempted to call in sick and work on my Excel project
January 1, 1995
Happy New Year!
I worked Adventureland last night from 7 pm to 3:30 am. I worked two Christmas shifts in a row (1993 and 1994), two summer shifts, two New Year shifts, and hopefully only one summer (1993) of Grad Nite shifts (9:30 pm to 6 am). Jan 2 was supposed to be my last day for the winter season but I spoke with my scheduler and I picked up an open shift for Friday, January 6. Michael Eisner was in the Park last night so that added to the chaotic excitement. We were budgeted for x guests but actually x guests showed up for New Year's Eve. It was a mad house.
(In college I worked for that mouse in Anaheim for over two years as an admin assistant assisting the Duty Manager who was in charge of closing the park. I memorized walkie talkie codes since that's how the manager and I would communicate while he/she was out and about in the park while I was in the office. There was never a dull moment. I'd have to document guest incidents, attractions breaking down, and security alerts such as counterfeit bills circulating, to name just a few tasks. My main job at the end of the night was helping the manager complete and type up the Duty Manager report to be distributed the following morning. It was a great place to work, more stressful than fun, but it got in the way of school.)
I have a journal I kept when I was 27 and first diagnosed with cancer on May 7, 1998. I can't find it but I remember worrying about the final episode of Seinfeld that would air exactly one week later on May 14. What if I didn't make it out of surgery? I'd miss the last episode! Well today marks 14 years since the day of that finale. Although I survived the surgery, I could have done without that final episode. What a disappointment.
Sorting through my diaries and notebooks, I noticed that my all-purpose journal eventually evolved into subsidiary journals. A separate journal for movies, travel, health and other thoughts.
To your health and to taking notes.
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